Hey peoples,

Guess it's been awhile. First off we decided to do a really small wedding because our schedules were packed the week we tried to have the wedding. So sorry to everyone, a few people came though. We had a short honeymoon too. Christmas was good, spent it with both sides of our family. Jay got lots of stuff and the family loved him. Just wanted to give you all a brief entry. I'll try to write more later.

Rachel~

Just a quick entry to let everyone know the wedding will be on December 1st, let me know if you can make it!

Thanks to the people who have already let me know!

Rachel~

Hey guys!

What's up? Not too much here, just sitting here with Jason. We adopted him before he was born and we just got him yesterday, he's so adorable! I also finished my wedding plans and everything else. Nicky will be my Maid of Honor and my two Bridesmaids are Tasha and Mischa, hopefully. Everyone is invited to the wedding, except Ashlee. I'm not sure when the wedding will be yet, but you'll know soon enough. Here's some pictures.

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Rachel~

Time for another update...

Surprisingly, alot has gone on since I last updated, believe it or not. For starters i've come to terms about the not having kids thing. Because there are other ways to have children, and I want to adopt. I've choosen Nicky's orphanage because she's a close friend, amoung other reasons. I still need to do alot of things with that, but i'm going to put it off for a tiny bit. Why you ask? Well...it's because i'm engaged! I'm really happy and excited about the whole thing. But the day it happened was a day full of drama.

 Johnny had been in a weird mood all day and it was starting to get me a little angry because he wouldn't tell me what was going on. Then later that night I find out that Ashlee had been saying Johnny was cheating on me, with her. So I got really upset and confronted her about it, then she started getting bitchy about it. I got pissed off, which is really hard to do. So I went off on her and we got into a fight. Then since I was still go riled up, after me and Johnny got into an arguement. So we were just sitting there and after things had calmed down, and he proposed! and of course I said yes.

So it's been amazing ever since, I decided I wanted a big wedding but I haven't decided who I want as my maid of honor, of bridesmaids or anything like that yet. But when I do I will let you all know and whatnot. And if anyone wants to help me with the wedding, it's much appreciated! Well i've got to get going, bye!

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Rachel~

Well, I'm going to make a short update to let ya'll know i'm still alive and kickin'.

 Yesterday I saw Johnny for the first time in awhile and we got on the subject of kids. I was excited because I wanted them, but it turns out I can't have kids. And it bummed me out, I love kids and have always wanted my own when I got a little older, and since The O.C isn't shooting a new season for awhile. I thought it would be the perfect time. But now my dream is crushed. And it sucks majorly. I'm feeling a little better because me and Johnny spend all last night talking and whatnot. Well, that's pretty much it for now.

Rachel~